SILENT WHISPERS

HEAT – OST (A special present for dmnutv_archer)

carlama2005@gmail.com — Tue, 21 Mar 2006 14:47:40 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to HEAT and specially to Sue the one that made this story possible

HEAT it’s all this mix of feelings, that is why, there are music's here, that are very explicit and hard. This is my personal selection…

Warning – Parental
Advisory
Explicit Content

Cover: http://www.savefile.com/files/7358423

CD - 1
1 - Offspring - Time To Relax
2 - Sisters Of Mercy - When You Don't See Me
3 - Brian Ferry - Slave to Love
4 - Creed - With Arms Wide Open
5 - Nightwish - Ever dream
6 - Paula Cole Feelin' Love
7 - Garbage - #1 crush
8 - Nightwish - Sleeping sun
9 - The Rasmus - Sail Away
10 - Rammstein - Te Quiero Puta!
11 - Moonspell – Nocturna
12 - Sisters Of Mercy – More

http://www.savefile.com/projects/255270

CD – 2

1 - The Rasmus - Heart of misery
2 - L 7 - Monster
3 - The Mission - Tower of Strength
4 - Rammstein - Wo bist du
5 - Garbage – Medication
6 - Within Temptation - Pale
7 - Enigma - Gravity of Love
8 - Within Temptation – Somewher
9 - Seether – Broken
10 - Within Temptation - It's The Fear
11 - The Rasmus - Don't let go
12 - Within Temptation - Memories
13 - Jane Siberry - It Can't Rain All The Time

http://www.savefile.com/projects/111615

THE SUN SHINES

carlama2005@gmail.com — Wed, 18 Jan 2006 17:01:57 GMT

Characters: ANTONIO
Disclaimer: HEAT and some of the characters belong to dmnutv_archer

Note:
Like most of my writing, posted in my lj, it’s based on the HEAT story from dmnutv_archer . English is not my first language.

THE SUN SHINES

The sun shines
Revealing
Every corner...of your body...
Breathless...
The sun shines
But you ...cannot feel
The warmth...
Forever lost...in the night
The sun shines
Revealing
Every... Nightmare...
That surround you...like a mist...
Shame...
The sun shines
Come..
Dry these falling tears...
Reveal yourself ...to me
Deliver ...all your pain...
The sun shines
Once again...
Embrace the day...
Be mine...

THE NIGHT IS COMING

carlama2005@gmail.com — Wed, 18 Jan 2006 16:50:18 GMT

Title: THE NIGHT IS COMING
Characters: Fei
Disclaimer: Viewfinder and its characters belong to Yamane Ayano.

Note:
Like most of my writing, posted in my lj, it’s based on the HEAT story from dmnutv_archer . English is not my first language. This is another short piece in more of a poetry style

THE NIGHT IS COMING

The night is coming
Like a storm...
I can hear...the whisper..
The calling of the darkness...
Seducing...me
To her...icy cold embrace..
A promise of peace..
The night is coming...
I don't want to close...my eyes..
Or Forget...his gentle touch..
The tears...we shed..
The night is coming
Memories...of a nightmare..
That I thought...were gone..
Are ...invading ...my soul..
Dirtying the hope... .
That I ..once had...
For us..
The night is coming
Please...be with me
Be my strength...
Clean my soul...
I need you...
Again..

FEI SOUL

carlama2005@gmail.com — Wed, 18 Jan 2006 13:57:16 GMT

Title: WHY..
Characters: Fei
Disclaimer: Viewfinder and its characters belong to Yamane Ayano.
Title: Why...
Theme: 11b Poetry
Character: Fei Long
Time: 30 Minutes
Notes:Poetry, yesterday, helping my niece in the interpretation of one of Luís Camões sonnets, Fei Long fill my head, that image of him in bed, in the latest chapter, NT6, when he's thinking about Asami…and this is the result. English is not my first language. Like all my work this is a short piece in more of a poetry style
Luis Camões is one of the most famous writers from Portugal.

LUÍS DE CAMÕES

MY ERRORS MY LOVES MY UNLUCKY STAR

My errors my loves my unlucky star
these three things have been my curse.
My luck and my errors were bad enough
but love was the worst.

I have survived. But the pain
has bitten so deep in the bone
the rage and grief will not let go -
too hurt to want contentment now.

The blunders scattered through my life
are like a broken rosary.
I gave myself to fortune; fortune broke me.

Of love there is hardly a ghost left.
O who what angel of power can assuage
my terrible demon of revenge!

WHY..

Why..
This Pain..
This Endless Sorrow.
From all the things,
I have lost …..in life..
Why …
Did my heart…deceive me..
That time…
That lost memory..
..It persists…in haunting me
Why ..
Did I believe…in my heart..
In Him…
My will …was broken…
Once again…
I have cried….
Why..
Can't I ..satiate this thirst..
I want to make you …suffer…
Pay…for all these years…of darkness..
and loneliness
and take …all that is most precious..
To you…
And make it mine…
Still…
My Heart doesn't …feel satisfaction…
Nothing…can fill this emptiness..
Why…

FEI

carlama2005@gmail.com — Tue, 17 Jan 2006 17:05:04 GMT

Characters: Fei
Disclaimer: Viewfinder and its characters belong to Yamane Ayano.

Note:
This is based on the HEAT story from dmnutv_archer . English is not my first language. Like all my work this is a short piece in more of a poetry style

IS IT TRUE...

Is it true..
That my heart ...is dead
Once again..
I have fallen...
Lost to a world..
That never...recognizes me..
As real.
Is it true...
That I felt love...for the first time..
We had...it all..
My body was yours...
To keep.
Is it true...
That my soul...was finally free..
From my condemned...destiny...
Happiness...was there for me...
A promise...of eternal bless..
Is it true..
That it was all...just a dream.
An image...in my head...
Like a lost memory..
From ancient...times.
Is it true..
That... I was not...mesmerized...
By your body...
Seduced...by your kindness..
My safe place...my sanctuary...
For life.
What is really...true..